My Little Heaven

Welcome to my blog, were I like to share a little about myself ૮꒰⑅ ◜ ◝ ꒱ა

I tend to add more stuff from time to time but I don't update every day, as life can get busy. ♡

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My Interests
Beauty Routine
My Bags
Food log
Health Diary
My cats
Horror Game
My Dream Diary
Cute Art
Emoticons

NoteA lot of the gifs used are not mine, I find them on tumblr in the Geocities tag, card resources, etc, under posts that say that they are free to use, that being said, if any of these are yours and don't want me using them, feel free to tell me and I will gladly take them down ♡----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------This site is for something fun for me, so just because it's public, that doesn't mean I accept rudeness or criticism. I blog out of passion, and not for others enjoymentAlso, English is not my first language and I don't feel like doing a thorough grammar check in what I write here, so it is what it is

♡ About Me ♡

Fav Videogames:

♡ Lies of P
♡ Persona 5 Royal
♡ Paper Mario 64
♡ Alice Madness Returns
♡ Pokemon Black and White (The entire series really)
♡ Zelda Skyward Sword
♡ Yume Nikki
♡ Undertale
♡ Overwatch

Fav Movies:

♡The Nightmare before Christmas
♡Coraline
Corpse Bride
♡Pinocchio (1940 Disney)
♡Rosemary's Baby
♡Eraserhead
♡Psycho (1960)

Fav Anime/Manga:

♡ Hoshi no Kirby
♡ Elfen Lied
♡ Death Note
♡ Tokyo Mew Mew
♡ Naruto Shippūden
♡ Full Metal Alchemist Brootherhood
♡ Soul Eater
♡ Pandora Hearts

My favorite Quote

You're a writer. And that's something better than being a millionaire. Because it's something holy.
-Harlan Ellison

Some of my favorite songs:

♡Ruler of Everything: Tally Hall
♡Video Killed the Radio Star: The Buggles
♡Birdhouse in your Soul: They Might Be Giants
♡Ana NG: They Might Be Giants
♡No Es Serio Este Cementerio: Mecano
♡Flores Amarillas: Floricienta
♡Dance the NIght: Dua Lipa
♡World's Smallest Violin: AJR
♡Alfred's Theme: Eminem
♡Without Me: Eminem
♡Alegrijes y Rebujos
♡Still Alive: Portal...and honestly I could keep going

Fav Books:

♡ I have no mouth and I must scream
♡ Frankenstein
♡ Night of the Living Dummy
♡ The Picture of Dorian Gray
♡ Fahrenheit 451
♡ The Adventures of Pinocchio

💌Self Shipper💌

My Stawpage

Married to Geppetto💍💒
If Geppetto has a million fans, I’m one of them.
If Geppetto has one fan I’m that one.
If Geppetto has no fans, that means I’m dead.

Art by wildartsstuff on tumblr
rewild28 on TwitterYou should totally commission them 𓆩♡𓆪

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♡ Beauty Routine ♡

(My Bathtub 🫧🧼🛁)

Strawberry, Rose & Sugar Scent

Milk, Honey, Vanilla & Banana Scent

Honey & Coconut Scent

Peachy Scent

Purifying Care

I am no beauty expert but these are the products I love using. Makes me hair feel very clean and hydrated and my skin very soft and pretty ♡

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♡ FOOD LOG♡

Just times I've went out to eat and the food I enjoyed with friends and family
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♡ My bags ♡

꒰ঌCinnamoroll Bag໒꒱

꒰ঌKuromi Bag໒꒱

꒰ঌTravel Bag໒꒱

꒰ঌVintage Teddy Bear Bag໒꒱

꒰ঌ1928 Mickey Mouse Bag໒꒱

꒰ঌKirby Bag໒꒱

꒰ঌCustomized Barbie Bag໒꒱

꒰ঌPanda Bag໒꒱

Update: This bag was getting old, so I donated it. (I kept the keychain lol)Hopefully it’s new owner takes good care of it.

꒰ঌTotoro Bag໒꒱

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♡ My Cats ♡

PofiAge: 20Despite his age, he is in very good health, this cat has been here practically all my life, he is very sweet and loves to be around others, even new people.He is the king of the house and all the other cats follow him.

WeroAge: 20Just like Pofi, he has been with me almost all my life, he is also in a very good shape despite his age, although he prefers to stay by himself, as he is an anxious cat, and does not like strangers.

PulgoAge: 14My one eyed black cat, my family rescued him when I was little. He is very shy and spends most of his time with Wero, we like to joke that they are boyfriends, since the two of them are always together. His meows sound like a baby crying, and more than once people have thought there was a baby on the house.

FigaraAge: 12Figara is a rescue, we think she was abused because she can be very aggressive, despite the many years she has lived with us, she clearly feels angry is the way to protect herself when she feels threaten.Despite this, she is a very sweet cat, she loves to follow me around and love to lie down next to those she trusts.

ChurroAge: 7Churro rarely if ever meows, so we say that he is autistic (like me).He is an extremely quiet cat, he would rather gently touch you with his paw if he wants something. Churro is very affectionate, but only with those he already knows.

NanaAge: 6Nana is an evil cat, she loves to act all feisty so Pofi has to calm her down before she starts attacking others. She acts all innocent because she looks like a bunny but she scratches and bites.She is actually a male cat, but when we found her on the streets it was too early to tell the gender and we assumed they were a girl. We never bothered to change it since they are a cat, I promise you, she does not care about those things.

TomAge: 6We found Tom in a garbage bin in a box alongside his siblings (people can be so cruel).We managed to get the other kittens adopted but nobody wanted Tom, so kept him. Now he is a huge fat and annoying cat that loves pretending he doesn't eat, "yes Tom already ate" is something you hear frequently at home since he begs and begs for more.

HermosaAge: About 3 (At least that is what we think)Mosa is a cat stay cat that was outside my mom's workplace, where unfortunately, some of the stays ended up getting ran over, so when she saw Hermosa pregnant we decided to take her in.She had her babies that we gave away, she is a very active cat, always moving an playing around, she also knows how to open doors, so she is quite the smart cat.

𓆩♱𓆪 Rest in Peace 𓆩♱𓆪

TontinWe miss you, you died so young, you were only a year old but you made a great impact. Hope to see you again someday ♡

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In 2022, I made an interactive horror game in card, with 3 different sites as a gift for someone. Using gifs from old horror films or edits. None of the images used belong to me.I am very thankfully they enjoyed it, the writing is not the best one, and I am happy my skills have improved. Personally, I never intended to share it with more people but as I was managing my sites, I realized that while messy, I put so much love and effort into it and I would like to show it to others.Perhaps one day, I will re-write the story and re make these sites ♡

You are a private investigator, with the special ability to see ghosts and hold a power to purify evil, although beware as some spirits might be too strong for your magic.There are two endings, a good and bad one, with other ways to die along the way.

Play Here

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Health Diary

Here I share my feelings about my medical struggles, I also go a little into detail but not overly much.
If your first thought is:
"gross, TMI why are you sharing that?"
It means you are not a mature enough person to understand that people deserve to vent about their health without judgement.Or maybe you are mature enough to understand it is not disgusting or gross, but still feel uncomfortable reading, that one is a valid reason, everyone has topics they rather not engage with.In any case, no one is forcing you to read, so feel free to do something else ♡

October 28 2024

Today I had a cystoscopy, and I will be in bed rest at home for days to recover properly.I have never been one to document my health online, aside from a few not feeling well enough to post in social media from time to time. For a long time, I felt bad about sharing these types of details, as I have faced a lot of health struggles thought my life. Sharing some of how I have feel with friends online has helped me feel better, I feel grateful to have so many people worrying about me (and offline as well) but from a young age, I had always been conditioned to not talk about my health, that it was pointless to make others worry when everyone told me I was going to be fine.I remember around when I was 17, and I posted in a WhatsApp story about I was feeling sick due to a cold, and an hour later getting a call from my parents asking what it was about, as apparently a cousin of mine showed it to my grandmother, and I got scolded by my family for worrying her over nothing.To be honest, I have always felt as if people I know in my daily life brush off my health issues, not that they don't care, I can tell they really do, I just don't think they understand how much I have been affected, how big it is in my life. I have seen dozens and dozens of doctors from a young age for a variety of reason, I am chronically ill, and my urinary issues have been one of my longest recurring problems. When I was very little, I would struggle so much to pee, to the point it hurt each time I tried to get it out, at night I would wake up my parents and cry because it hurt so much, in more than one occasion, my father, who is a doctor, would use a catheter to try and help me to get the urine out. One night, I was in so much pain, my father tried it again, but it didn't work, and I remember them rushing me towards the hospital, thankfully, I ended up wetting myself on the drive there, and we were so relived, I didn't even care that I got dirty, I remember feeling so relived the pain was finally gone.Weirdly enough, I also had a bed-wetting problem, so I would either pee in my sleep or be awake at night painfully trying to do so. Over time, the issue resolved itself, however, my urine problems still remained, I would always struggle so much to let it all out, I had to do so much effort, to this day I do, although by talking with my doctor, I am going to need some physical therapy to help me pee properly, the correct way to do so."No one teaches you how to pee"Those were her exact words a few days ago when she was explaining to me why I needed this procedure done. She is absolutely right, and I know to many, it probably sounds dumb you would say "of course no one does, it is an instinct all humans do". But no one teaches you how to pee properly, all my life I was doing it the wrong way, I was struggling, and people knew I was struggling, but everyone, including me, thought that I was doing it like everyone else.From my moms side of the family, urinary problems are quite common, with family members also struggling for years and getting medical procedures done too, although my problems were not exactly the same as theirs, still, this issue (and all my health issues) are hereditary, so we all were not super concerned, besides I am young, the women in my family that struggled with this the most were all past their forties, no one thought the issue was going this badly for me and like I said, I didn't get either it was more serious.Sure, it is not life-threatening, but just because you aren't in the verge of death, doesn't mean others get the right to dismiss your pain and discomfort.

Don't interpret that I am mad at my family for this, a part of me is a little but like I said they really do care (at least most of them) and didn't know the true extent. Unfortunately for me, I am also autistic, and I have troubles expressing my emotions and how I am feeling, so it makes it harder for me to explain how I am struggling. Perhaps I can explain my deeper emotions better in another note in this log.Back on the topic, I feel fine, honestly I was so scared at the hospital when they were prepping me up, but I fell under the anesthesia so quickly and was discharged soon enough.I am in bed with a little bit of pain and discomfort, the hardest part was going up to the stairs despite having help. I have bled a little, but the doctor said it's normal, and that I will need to have this catheter for a few more days, which really sucks, but I am managing so far.So far it has felt nicely to write about my feelings, hope to feel better soon 𓆩♱𓆪

This thing feels so weird and uncomfortable

November 2 2024

The thing is finally off, thank God.I was in pain and so much discomfort all week. I thought it was gonna hurt way more when they removed it, but it just felt kinda weird, very thankful for that. Recovery is going well, I did bleed a little bit yesterday when they removed it, but the doctor said it was normal.I am now very self-aware when I pee, I try to do the least amount of effort possible, because I don't want to screw up all my progress, so I am also taking all the safety precautions they told me.Also, apparently I have to drink only between 1–2 liters of liquid a day, that is way too little for me, I have been so thirsty all day, doesn't help I live in a place where it is hot as hell all year long, but I guess I have no choice. >.<Overall, everything going good so far, being in rest killed my creativity a little, and I am sitting annoyed trying to get my writing and drawing inspo back, but I can manage. ♡

November 26 2024

A while has passed since I las wrote.Thankfully, everything went so well, I am finally peeing normally like I was supposed to all this time. Sounds weird to say that I am happy to pee normally but a lifetime of feeling discomfort while doing it does that to you.